#5 Creative
I've always been creative. I've always loved art. I remember taking drawing and art classes as a kid. I remember in 2nd grade I made a penguin out of clay and I remember how proud I felt when my teacher complimented me on my penguin. I took many art classes in college and my favorite classes were drawing classes. When "life" happened (i.e. marriage, children) I stopped drawing for many years and only recently started drawing again. Something I notice about drawing now...I don't care about the outcome. It's truly the process for me now. I don't care if I produce "frame worthy" artwork. I just want to draw.
#4 Awareness
I get so busy doing, organizing, getting my people to and from wherever they need to go, cooking, washing, etc that I don't appreciate those little moments. I want to be aware of what's going on around me. I want to enjoy my family while we are all still here. I've been better at this lately and I want to keep it up.
#3 Fearless
Sometimes I feel like I let the other people in my life dictate who I am. I know I've spent most of my life trying to BE what I thought other people wanted or thought I should be. I was the "wife" or the "mother" but I wasn't truly ME. I know that sounds strange because being a wife and mother is defiantly a part of me, but for a very long time...I let those things take over as I tried to meet some sort of expected version of what those terms meant. I'm working on being "fearless" and doing things I want to do. I'm working on NOT doing things that I don't want to do as well. That's harder to do, I think. I need to remember that it's ME who has to approve of ME...that's it.
#2 Be Healthy
That means every sense of the word...physically healthy and mentally healthy and spiritually healthy.
#1 I want to be better than I was yesterday.
Some days it's all I can do to just make it through to when I can crawl back in between the sheets and try again tomorrow! But some days I'm comfortable with myself. Some days I'm even MORE than comfortable, I'm awesome! So long as I can keep moving forward, that's what I'm working towards.
Some days it's all I can do to just make it through to when I can crawl back in between the sheets and try again tomorrow! But some days I'm comfortable with myself. Some days I'm even MORE than comfortable, I'm awesome! So long as I can keep moving forward, that's what I'm working towards.